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The discoveries of the day so far were that i dont need to agree with other people's opinion of how my movie should go. i am in control of how i feel about myself and if i bend to other people's will i am no better than jabba the hutt's lackey when luke tells him,"You will take me to jabba now". When jabba sees how the guy bent to skywalker the wizard's will, he despises him and says he is a weak minded fool .this is what god is talking about when he says he doesnt want any luke warm people , it is better to be naturally bad than artificially good as exhibited by the mutual respect between polar opposites jabba and luke skywalker. if either jabba or luke had bent to the others will , even though one is good and the other bad, making them natural enemies, their mutual respect would be destroyed. The result of this relationship of being polar opposites but respecting each other is that they only have short but sweet battles , and when they are not fighting hold each other in high esteem and actually love each other. this helps one love ones enemies . the only way to love ones enemy is to agree to disagree with them. if you dont take the chance to get beaten down you will live an unwilling slave, despised by the one you are serving and also despised by the one you want to get saved by, who is your master's enemy. only a free man can willingly submit himself to a slavery motivated by love.so do what you are happy doing , if you arent happy doing it , the guys you are doing it for will hate you , and god will also hate you even though you ask for his help because he only responds to whole people who broke completely. if you are still artificially holding yourself together you will never be eligible to accept god's help. you must be totally convinced of your error. if you think you are self justified or are right in your sin in any way , you will not ever reach god, so just go about your business and try to make yourself feel good about yourself naturally, and grow as a human being and let yourself develop naturally. wet, pliable clay cannot be re used. you need to have been shaped, glazed, fired beautified and then , only in a full state of development , as fine china thrown to the floor and pulvarized into a fine dust to be re-formed by god himself. because only god can re make clay that used to be china, it is not processable by a human and this is the fertile soil that they talk about in the bible when they are talking about spreading the seed, and some of it falling on fertile ground.